I lost my grandmother on Friday October 30th, 2009. I have been very sad because this is the first person that I have ever lost that was really close to me. She loved me like I was her own daughter and I loved her back. I will miss her a lot and I am trying to hurry the grieving process, but it just doesn’t seem to work. Halloween was her favorite time of year next to Christmas so it is making things even harder. She used to give out good stuff to the trick or treaters in the neighborhood like pop and chips and she always had cute little things to celebrate the holiday. I will always love her and never forget her. I am just trying to deal with it one day at a time.